Webmaster,Internet Dan Student Uniten

owh,hari yang indah. . uniten kembali ceria dengan kembalinya senior-senior ijazah sarjana muda dari cuti yang aku agak. . err,mereka-mereka saja yang tahu bagaimana. . server-server intranet,seperti jengkoil,alex,meqna,blinkie[sedia online],extreme,dan lain-lain yang aku tak pula tahu kembali online. .

hari nih juga aku berangkat ke serdang untuk menikmati juadah makan tengahari yang boleyh tahan sedapnyer,jasa daripada kereta rakan serumahku,capiq. . kjadian-kjadian tak diingini turut berlaku kepada kereta tersebut. . nak tahu,tanya tuan punya sendiri. .

namun,langit tak slalu cerah,hujan tak selamanya turun,insiden baru merubah segalanya menjadi sial,tolol,jahanam,apa pun yang kalian rasa sesuai. .

internet uniten semakin sengal,minx id dengan password. . itu xpe lagi,'connection'nya begitu lembab,lebih lebih lebih lembab drpd biasa. . siapa webmaster?apa cer?bagi secure dengan id and password form xpe,tp jangan ar bagi lagi slow!!buat apa lakukan survey kelajuan internet sedangkan hasilnya makin lembab,perlahan,bla bla bla??!!

tepuk bahu webmaster,tanya bile nak improve internet connection. . .

PC BABI!! SIAL!! JAHANAM LA KO!!

MALAM NIH,AKU RASE BTUL2 NAK MENGAMUK. .DA LA TENET LEMBAB,PC LEMBAB,DA LA LEMBAB,DA TUH PEGI JEM LAK TIME AKU TENGAH BUAT KEJE,THEN. .

'Adobe Photoshop CS2 has to be closed. We are sorry for the inconvenience.'

SHIT!!FUCK!!BULLSHIT!!DAMN!!SIAL PUNYA KOMPUTER!!!JAHANAM LA KO!!PUAS HATI AKU!!!!!ALMOST 4 HOURS IN FRONT OF THIS &*%#*@&,FUCKING DAMN LEMBAB THING,FOR NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Meaning Of ' IZHAM '

i get this from my clasmate's bulletin in Myspace. .n her name is peah. .
dunno where she get it,but it can be fun,finding sumthing secret bhind ur name. .
haha. .

:: CAREFUL! Muslims Are Prohibited From Believing Such Thing As Fortune Telling! ::

juz take this as a break for a while,after stressing ur head so much with homewerks n lab reports. .huhu. .use ur name's letter and match them with the following description for each letter. =]

owh,1 more thing,i've finally made it. .
i've found the meaning of my name. .

in arabic, 'izham' means 'berpegang teguh'. .
i dun rmmber a word in english for 'berpegang teguh'. .
(^^, )
but maybe it has the same meaning with strong stance. . .
below are my name. . .


I: bestt boyfriend or girlfriend
Z: makes dating fun
H: likes someone
A: has a smile to die for =)
M: can be funny and dumb at times
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A: has a smile to die for =)
B: is a nerd at times
C: can kick ur butt
D: great friend
E :has beautiful eyes
F: wild and crazy
G: HOTT
H: likes someone
I: bestt boyfriend or girlfriend
J: is really sweet
K: gorgeouss
L: very good kisser
M: can be funny and dumb at times
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: makes people laugh
R: gives good hugs
S: NICE BUTT
T: very opened - minded
U: is loved by everyone
V: not judgmental
W: very romantic
X: never let people tell you what to do
Y: very hot
Z: makes dating fun

Benefits Of Smoking

to smokers out there,here are some excuses u can use when arguing with others bout the bad thing of smoking. . use it well,then u can always 'proud' of urself. . 'hepy' smoking,suckers!

1st,u will nvr old. . .
coz d percentage of dying in young age are high. .
so xsempat tue. .

2nd,smoking keeps away the nyamuk around us,as well as our girlfren n others. . so u can avoid those u dun like much. .

3rd,sum1 said to me tht smoking clears ur head n mind. .
well,mayb,but also clears ur cleverness slowly. .

so,for those r smoking,keep up the 'good' work. . .then it's 'heaven' for u. .

(^^, )

i dun like smokers. .
but some of my frens are smokers,n i can't avoid them juz bcoz of they are smokers. .
sory 2 say but i really2 *&%$ cigarette,as well as smoking. . .
the only thing i can do is stay away from them while their smoking,n keep away from putting that little white fucking stick around my lips. . .

dun get me near that thing,bitch!


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For Those Who Book's Die-Hard-Fan

For those who want to find sumthing to read,or clear and messing up their own brain with these novels and short stories story line,surprises,character development,etc.,then contact me. . i have a whole collection of them. . [it's not too much,only bout 47 stories and informative ebooks]. .

well,i'm juz tryin to serve my fellow 'book-addicted' frens. .
or if u want to keep them as a collection,it's up to you. .

juz always credit those who sacrifices their time and energy to publish them. .
[am i doing that?]

here is the list of all the ebooks that i have. . :

1. harry potter and the sorcerer's stone
2. harry potter and the chamber of secrets
3. harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
4. harry potter and the goblet of fire
5. harry potter and the order of phoenix
6. harry potter and the half-blood prince
7. harry potter and the deadly hallows
8. harry potter hogwarts text book-fantastic beasts and where to find them
9. harry potter hogwarts text book-quidditch through the ages
10. the spiderwick chronicles-the field guide
11. the spiderwick chronicles-the seeing stone
12. the spiderwick chronicles-lucinda's secret
13. the spiderwick chronicles-the ironwood tree
14. the spiderwick chronicles-the wrath of mulgarath
15. 25 hadis dhaif dan maudhu'
16. 100 hadis palsu
17. 100 hadis dhaif dan maudhu'
18. dangerous google-searching for secrets [web hacking]
19. ayat-ayat cinta
20. akademi impiana
21. jokes for all occasions
22. chicken soup for the soul
23. the yellow room
24. underworld survive [learn to survive in ruined and disasterous world]-steal this book
25. goosebumps-monster blood
26. goosebumps-monster blood II
27. goosebumps-monster blood III
28. goosebumps-stay out of the basement
29. goosebumps-welcome to dead house
30. biar beralih waktu
31. rahsia hati
32. bila dua hati berbicara
33. bila mat rempit fall in love
34. aku kecewa dengan orang melayu
35. izinkan aku menjadi suaramu
36. gelora jiwa
37. sayang kamariah
38. mr. cagiva
39. terima kasih
40. kasihku milikmu
41. cintaku selamanya
42. selamat tinggal air mata dunia
43. kerna hidayah
44. aku + nerd
45. derita itu,bahagianya
46. 143-bukan i love you
47. ketulusan kasih

and maybe the list will extend from time to time. .
owh,all are in .pdf format,so u will need adobe acrobat reader to read them. .

or if u have smartphone [such as nokia 7610,n-series,3230,and all phone that using symbian 60 OS],u can ask me for the software that allows you to read these ebooks on ur phone. .

and,it's all of course Free-Of-Charge. .

give me your thumbdrive,and i will trnsfer them. .

thnx for reading,n hepy reading(^^, )

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i am a book-addicted person

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Rencana Minda,Luahan Rasa,Semanis Budi Bicara : Versi Merapu

waa,letihnyer. . huhu,mana makcik jr. foodcourt nih,orang nak order tak sampai-sampai lagi. . lolx. .hey ho. .hey ho. . .hurm,aku tataw nape aku suke sangat ngan frasa 'hey ho' nih. .mungkin sebab seronok kot. .hehe.. (^^, )

tiba-tiba rasa nak nangis pulak. .rasa ade yang tak kena pon ade. .owh,tugasan calculus pemberian miss carolyna sila aku tak siapkan lagi rupanya. .bahagian 5.6. .semuanya 70 soklan. .dan aku ade hanya besok pagi hingga tengahari untuk siapkan 35 soklan. . owh,macam mana nih?

haha,baru aku teringat. .ade pihak berwajib yang komen aku pasal penggunaan bahasa formal aku nih. . formal ker?aku tak rasa cam formal pon. . sesudah itu,beliau komen pula,mengatakan bahawa blog-blog karangan aku ini panjang-panjang belaka,betulkah?bukankah memang karangan sepatutnya panjang ke?huhu,suka hati la korang nak komen pe pun. . korang nak baca ke tak nak,itu hak kamu semua. . abah xde hak nak halang kamu,aiman. . kamu nak kawin dengan siapa-siapa pun,abah tak kesah. . bukan aiman sorang saja yang tahu 'tak kesah'. . abah pun tak kesah. . [err,ape aku merapu nih?]

ahad lepas,aku balik rumah,kat puchong. . belum puas lagi aku nak tido atas katil sendiri,tido dalam rumah mak bapak dan kami sekeluarga,da kene balik kampung. . tujuannye,sepupu aku kawen. . so aku pun pegi la. .nak tak nak,kene ikut jugak . .1 hari 1 malam je kat sana. .lepak-lepak dengan sedara-sedara aku. . dapat la jugak bertemu,bersua muka,bertegur sapa,sesama sanak saudara aku. . yang aku tak pernah jumpa pon jumpa gak. . huhu. . happening ke tak?aku malas nak ingat. . aku tak tau. .

owh,mana muchuk aku?[i miss u muchuk. . ]huhu. . .aku rindu kamu. .

haha,aku dapat roomate baru hari nih. .muka die aku tak tengok pon lagi. .maklumat soklan yang diberi,nama die fauzi,fresh degree dan bergaya indie. . fungsi die,menggantikan tempat fikri,untuk jangka masa yang aku sendiri tak tau. . .ntah macam mana la die nih. .bak kata sape ntah,jangan gay dah la. . klau tak. . . . . hangpa pikiq sendri apa buleyh jadi. .

hurm,rase cam da panjang sangat la pulak klau aku continue taip. . kang sorang pon tak baca sebab malas. .nyte. . .

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Hey,This Is For My Friends,Mr. Kudin And The Gang .

Fuuu. . .
what a day. . it feels like i'm juz finishd a 300.234m sprint . .huhu. . plus wif hungry n thirsty,multiply it all by my own eyes tht i'm tink could pop out any moment rite now,mayb finally i need some rest. . but sumtink is wrong,i tink. . or not wrong exctly,but it's not rite. . n yes,i'm need some 'luahan rasa' here. .lolx. . how culd that be?

almost everybody tht knows me knew tht i really hate sleeping. . n i sleep only when hve sum very heavy probs,or extremely exhausted. . diz is a bad thing bout me. . even me also hate it. . but what can i do. . i've tried to sleep,but then. . .. . .

my hand juz reach anything tht i might see in the dark,such as my fon,n start playing 'teet teet teet' wif it . .owh,diz is stupid. . .n sumtimes i feel like there is so much things i can do when i awake,rather than sleep on my hard,messd up bed here. [uniten]. . .n now there's things tht i must done b4 go 4 a nite dream. . very nice dream,other than dreamin bout ija again. . lolx. .

owh,i almost forgot.. hey kudin,u want sum story bout my previous dream,rite?well,it's not tht wonderful or happy ending at all. . n i dun rmmber bout it much now.. .hurm,it's all startd wif me walking in BM or BL [ i dun rmmber ],n then ija juz came by n grab my hand. . .
huu,wonderful feelng at tht time. . (^^, )

n we walk 2gther,climbing the stairs very slow than i'd ever done,while chattng n laughing n 'senyum - senyum' wif each other. . . then,we reach a door tht i've never meet b4 in anywhere around uniten. . finally,what i've seen bhind tht door is syafiq's face with his voice,very loud at my ears shouting,'bangun la woi,da pukul 7.30. . ko tak ada kelas ke?kau kelas pukul berapa?'

thats all. .

n i ended up late in my physics class that morning. . huhu. . . =]

today is already 21/11. . anyone knows when the spm is going 2 finish?i really2 miss my muchuk lar.. huhu. . who's that?hurm,according to what haziq,zul n arif always 'bahan - bahan' me,juz call her 'kura - kura'. . [lolx,y she use tht name. . ]i dun noe y she named herself in myspace as 'kura - kura',but it does't matter. . i'm still really2 miss her..

ishk2. .

ok,already 2 o'clock.. above is a image i managed to create 4 previous 2 days[using photshop. . i juz able to use it 4 basic function only,4 now. . still on learning process]. .it's not very beautiful or stunning. . .juz a very simple graphic . .but bcause of my interest in things like graphics such as this,well,its only bout 50% finishd. . .n jamming my eyes on the CRT monitor screen 4 about 9 hours non-stop,now it's really goin to pop out. . .[owh,sum 1,save my eyes!!it's rollin to the toilet!!!]

nyte.. .key off. .
^\/^
( . . )
(,,)(")(")

Fenomena Sosial Pelajar Kelas Aku

Hohoho. . .horlicks. . huhu,tibe2 daku mengidam air horlicks. .ishk2,mne nak cari nih. .di upten,malas pula. . maw buat,apa pun takde. . lolx. . Bak kata heqinq,rakanku,"this week was very exhausting. . [am i spell it rite?]"

quiz-quiz di sana sini. student-student kembali memeras otak demi sebutir idea hanya untuk menyiapkan laporan makmal [lab report] yang diberi. Uniten kembali meriah dengan para pelajar mengusung buku teks calculus dan physics ke sana ke mari. . owh,suasana yang sungguh. .err. . .

entah kenapa,masa kelas fizik tutorial,aku terperasan sesuatu yang memberi persoalan demi persoalan,timbul entah dari mana punca,tak pula aku tahu. .mungkin dari perasaan ku sebelum ini,atau pengalaman ku sendiri memberi ku seribu tanda tanya mahupun seru kepada fenomena sosial manusia ciptaan Tuhan di depan mataku sendiri. . Ceriteranya bermula bila aku terpandang seorang rakan kelasku. .[err. .] yang bernama. . Ganesh[agaknya. . ]tak pun Danesh. . [betul ke?]atau. . .ah,suka hati kalian mahu menggelar dirinya siapa. . Dia duduk di barisan sebelah kanan mejaku,berseorangan tanpa sebarang teman berbual mahupun belajar. .[ataupun meniru. .]Ku lihat dirinya. . Sekaligus dalam hatiku timbul satu persoalan. ."kenapa mamat nih cam selenge jerk. . .".."dan kenapa tak pernah seorang pun cuba mendekatinye. . ". . .

Sedang aku mengelamun,meniti bibit-bibit hilai tawa Prasad dan rakan-rakannya di belakang,tiba sesuatu terasa seperti melayang ke belakang kepalaku.. owh,apa tu. .
cebisan pemadam rupanya. . si pelontar buat muka bangang bila aku memandangnya dengan pandangan tajam menusuk. . . ku biarkan dia,bersama-bersama dengan dunia pemadam dan lontarannya. . Hatta,rupa-rupanya baru ku sedar,lontaran itu bukn ditujukn kepadaku,sebaliknya rakan kelasku Ganesh[tak tau betul ke tak nama die]. . . Lontaran demi lontaran ditujukan,serangan demi serangan terus menerus kepada badan dan kepalanya. . Namun si badang[badan dia besar] tetap mendiamkan diri tanpa memberi sebarang respons mahupun muka menyirap,namun sebaliknya kembali kepada muka selengenyer. . .hatiku kembali bertanya. .

"Budak nih xreti nak begi respon ke?Ke deria sentuh kat kulit die da malfunction?Pandang sape yang baling pon x. . "
kesian-kesian. .

kenapa ade lagi manusia yang dilayan macam mainan dan bertindak seperti tak pernah dilayan?[lolx. . ]pesal la dikau,ganesh. .
da la duduk sorang-sorang. . senyap n pasif jerk. . dan satu benda pelik kat dier nih. . aku tak pernah dengar die cakap bahasa malaysia. . slang english macam foreigner. . sampai aku dan hanip[klasmate aku. .] nyaris membuat kesimpulan bahawa mamat nih asalnya dari mongolia. . .[aduss. . ]kenapa la kau macam nih,ganesh. . aku nak tegur kau,speaking pun berterabur. . . nak fwen rapat dengan kau,diri kau pun menjadi misteri pada diri aku sendiri. . sorry mate. . .

owh,jangan salah anggap bila aku tulis benda nih. . .
ini hanya sekadar buah fikiran aku,persoalan yang timbul dalam kepala aku. . tiada niat langsung untuk menghina,mengutuk,memperli,mengumpat atau mengaibkan siapa-siapa,terutama sekali kepada subjek utama aku,mr. Ganesh[btl ke nama die nih?]. . aku kesian. .
die duduk sorang-sorang dalam klas,takde sape amek tawu tentang kehadirannya. . [ade,but anggap die macam benda untuk diketawakan jerk. . ]seperti yang pernah anip kata,serta dipersetujui oleh aku sendiri,mamat nih boleh buat membe untuk blaja,tapi untuk bersosial mungkin ambil masa. .[atau orang kita kata"lain kali jela"]. . . hurm,terserah pada si mamat tuh sendiri ar nak kawal hidup dia macam mana,ye tak?

so,rini gak hotshot[my fwen also. . ] memberi komen yang selama nih aku tak pernah sangka aku akan terima balik. . setelah sekian lama. . .sejak dari sekolah lagi. . .dan dia telah menjadi orang pertama yang memberi aku ayat keramat tersebut. . . . . . . . .iaitu. . . . . .

"Am,ko da KURUS sikit ar sekarang."

nyte. . .key off. .

Come And See What I've Found

Assalamualaikum. .

i welcome myself to this new environment now. . .b4 diz ive tried to be in d graphics artists n designers,but failed. . n then i taught i can make it with blogging. . though my english n grammar r bad. . [or u can say it as too bad. . ]. .at least im tryin than doing nothing. . name : Mohamad Izham Bin Zainal Abidin. . born : 1st October 1990. . n u all can cal me arm . .[if u ever meet me. . ]. . .n thnx coz viewing my vry 1st trial. . (^^, ). .

2day,me put meself into vry2 bad cndition. bsepah2. .aku pn xtawu nak terangkan atau luahkn macam mana. .KNP PRLU AKU JELES?KNP PERLU AKU BENGANG?

quiz physics aku hancus. .n im exctly hve no idea what it's all about. .finding elctric field?[r my spelling correct?]4 wat?hurm,mayb skng aku tak tau lagi ape gunanya benda alah kajian manusia tuh,but it's really driving me mad. .

am i really good at graphics?am i really2 good in elctrical physics?
or am i actually really2 good in literatures n stuff like tht,juz because i never realise it?sumtimes i taught,my true heart is not in enggineering. .but now it's too late. .nothing can be done to reverse the thing tht ive choose n decided. .nk buat macam mana. .

smlm aku knl sorg gurl,named nurzati nabilah. . n she makes me realise what r my limits,what r my weak,n what really is me. . .myself. . i've been really2 jealous wif her,on how beautiful n nice graphics she's done. . n it very2 encourages me to try n made sumthing tht can compete wif her work. . [i also admired her beauty. .lolx. .]but now i knew,tht it takes so much time to learn n improve. .so much work to be done. .
plus,my own disasterous study,probs wif my own heart n feelings. . probs bout money,n my very bad health condition. . [always have a headache n fever],its does't worth it. . i dun 1 2 sacrifice my study juz 4 making very colourful,awesome graphics,including neglecting my own health. . .tht's what i tink n set in my mind now. . i want to make my mom n dad proud of me,n make my younger sister n brothers knew tht they have a very2 good,smart,n very handsome looking brother like me. . duh,diz is going to be tuff. . .[really?]

huhu,so hungry. . my weight now r dcreasing. . only my fwen n u tht read diz blog thing[huh?] knew tht i have a very2 high metabolism. . what do u tink when a skinny person like me can eat bout 8 burgers at a time,or bout 12 roti canai in 1 plate. . huhu,well,mayb sum people may tink tht this is good,as this can make ur body harder to bcome fatter or chubby than u r now. .but it also made me hungry n thirsty very quickly. . huhu. . enuff la. .

so,now i gonna make a change in my mind,my heart,n my life.. .it's not a change like ive done b4 in my previous high skewl. . [i'd set my mind to hate women.. huhu]lolx. . .

btter be my ownself,know my ownself limits,what im strong in,n what can n can't. .

huhu,2nite goin to do tutorial chem. . nyte2. . .