March 30, 2009

Choosing And Picking Up The Correct Solution

some points of things that happened and i had this morning till afternoon.

  • speed teaching by Miss Elya -- because of yesterday's incident of raging madness to us ( her students ), she probably still not recover yet from the anger that she had yesterday's morning. she broke her 'lovely' trademark ( a metal pointer for teaching purposes ) into two, i guess. well, i was not there at that morning ( woke up late ) and the details i received are not so specific. madness, anger, a feeling that is really drain your energy, and your self control. and this morning, she teach us using what i thought to be a new style of teaching students like us, speed teaching. she lecture us with tons of speeding words, faster than a bullet shoot from 35mm caliber West And Smith revolver, and we have to cram all the points into our ears and process it as fast as we could, and she was just talk and talk and talk, and replace the slides, not even consider to ask us if we finished copying all the notes or not. it was disasterous, with her raging ' free lecture ' too. and thanks to the new technique of teaching, we finished a chapter within an hour.
  • in front of my eyes, far away, and the future -- let me introduce to the characters first. a girl, just call her G, another girl named I, and another girl, named A. G and I are studying with me in Uni10 Tercinta. and A is staying on the other region in Selangor. and all wants my attention, wants me to consider their feelings, their heart. i'm not a playboy, nor Giacomo Girolamo Casanova. no, i'm not! so please, shut your negative thinking towards me. i'm not playing any games here with these 3 girl that came into my life, and i'm not a heart-breaker-machine. i don't know how to choose, and how to keep the others calm and accept any of my further decisions. maybe, just maybe, you still think i am a playboy, or casanova, or anything else. i'm used to that label. and i've got that mark since in my previous years in high school. is it wrong, if more than 1 girl wants you to be your sweetheart? is it your fault, when more than 1 girl wants you to love her like how she loves you? is it true that you are a playboy if more than 1 girl wants you to be her most beloved person after her own parents and family members? think, think and think. please, i'm stressing it 1 more time, and much more harder, I AM NOT A PLAYBOY! when i'm alone, no one stays by my side, sharing every feelings that i had at that time, no one. i don't care if i'm alone. i'm always alone, left behind by my own beloved friends ( not all ), suffering alone when others happily enjoying their nights. i don't care. i can survive if i'm alone, even though i would be crazy at that time. think, and think, and think. and don't just label anyone with anything based on what you see only, but from what you heard, saw, and analysed. done.
  • warning! incoming tests -- ok, this friday i'm going to have my first Physics test for Trimester 3, and on sunday, it's my first Calculus test waiting for me and my other fellow friends. good luck guys, and girls. i still didn't start any of my serious study, except for a little and moderate revisioning and turning the textbook pages anywhere i think is necessary. i've got my physics quiz mark from K, and i don't know is it true or not. but if it is true, i'm going to make it as my first inspiration towards greater and higher results.
  • i'm starving -- even though last night i've had my big meal, still, this morning my stomach keep singing ' Happy Food Day ' loudly ( today is not a food day ). i don't know what to eat, and just having a cup of my lovely teh tarik from Kak Ros Foodcourt. and this evening too, i'm going to have a running feast, held by Kor subject. ahh, starving made my language turns into prehistoric version ( so merapu ).

ok, that's it. i'm done.

12 comments:

heqing said...

speed teaching is not my cup of tea...
every word just crumble in my head...
not understand anything....

nothing i can say...
just follow your heart...
pick your true love...
because it is impossible between us...
the only thing i can do is...
blessing you...

same2...
havent start my revision...
no study mood recently...

lapar pulak??
i terbalik...
today swinging mood = unstable mood = xde selera utk makan....

arm said...

ishk2.
dis morning want to say sumthing to u, at least a 'hi'.
but i can't. my head also spinning hard right now.
ishk2.
i dunno what to do, n how to choose.

ouh, me if gone pening or mad, more lapar la. actually almost evrytime i lapar
XD

is there anyone out there tht can help me,pls.

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heqing said...

really hurt when you was like didn't see me...
im wishing, hoping you can just tegur me...
but none....
the following calculus class im totally swinging mood...
no concentration at all...
now here's a deal...
forget about what happen...
just back to the first time we as a good friend...
ok?
deal?

arm said...

ok.
i don't a deal.
i hate dealing with sumthing or sum1.
just let it flow,ok?

btw, ur latest post.
that gives me sum kind of bolt into my heart.

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heqing said...

ok...
totally agree...

hmmm...
is it some words or sentences that makes you feel like that??
actually im fine now...
perfectly ok after a short nap...
i think after this can we have a chat?

arm said...

ouh,maybe.
i dunno noe.
im starving.
n coit's fudcourt gonna punch a hole in my wallet if i buy my meal there.
huhu

there's a phrase. or more.
waa, so pening.

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heqing said...

arm...
im sorry if some words that makes you hurt...
believe me...
im fine now...
i'll call you tonight...
i think we have to talk...
not through ym...
but through our voice...

arm said...

ouh.
ok.
but definitely not in english.
my oral english sucks.
^_^"

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heqing said...

lol...
campur la...
i cant totally speak malay la...
XD

arm said...

haha.
oteyh2

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noraisyah nordin said...

ketua am, how come only heqing gives u comments?? nak nyampok lah!!hehehe~~ now theres me ;-B

ooo...no wonder miss elya dah tak guna tangkai sakti dia lagi. patah ek?? cayalah..besi kooot~

ps-garangnyer ketua semalam! tak jadi tegur...UuUUuUuuU~~

arm said...

haha. mana la am tau, da dia nk komen2 am.
ouh, yeke am garang?
rasanya xde pn.
mengah je kot.
^_^"

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