February 2, 2009

Blinded By Light, Enlightened by Darkness

hey all.
congrats.

you all have changed me. ^^, really2 appreciate it. but seriously,don't blame me for what i am now. its all your fault. all yours. i'm not a toy, that you can play,throw away,spit on,punctured or whatever.
so mind your own business now.

please.

stay away from me if you value your life.

listening : Necrophobic - Blinded By Light, Enlightened by Darkness

14 comments:

heqing said...

hmmm...
nt so understand tis post...
some1 changes u?
den do u changed?
hmmm.....

fakhruddin said...

ya me too
agree with heqing
are you blaming us or what?
huhuhu mixed up x]

arm said...

its up to both of u.
i tink ive chnged.
i dunno y.
when i'm so low n weak now.
no one bsides me.
really.
n i have to push myself,push n push to overcome all this.
even in terrible condition now.
with fever,headache,exams coming,n not even a people make me calm,cheer me up.
no one.
no one.
no one.

i taught i didnt hve frens at all.
all r just like dreams.
come n go just like that.
when i keep trying to be with them all d time.
even myself got big problm at tht time.
now,all ran away.

then,if u really like that.
go away.
i dont need you.

i can live myself.

but dun eve think i am d same as u know before.
seriously.

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fakhruddin said...

err dude
don't say like that
we seldomly meet because of
different time table
oh ya I know how you feel
because I've experienced it too
this semester
ask he qing...she knows...
exactly like what you're doing now
but it's just the matter that
I don't want anybody to know about it

get some fresh air!
cheer up!!
\(^^)/

arm said...

xpayah r.
sume lebih kurang je.
cakap r pape pn.
aku pnh ckp sblm nih.
aku sush sgt9 nk mrh.
nk bengang kat org.
tp klau da mrh.
sush sgt nk reda.
n silap aribuln jd lg worse.
skng r.
mmg da worse da pn.
smpai aku rasa xde sape pn yg kwn aku slma nih.
sume just knl cam bodo je.

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heqing said...

no...
you are absolutely wrong...
i really treat you as my very best friend....
just like udin....
in this campus...
is both of you help me when i faced the problem...
is both of you encourage me when i was down...

yesterday i met you...
you looks quite ok....
actually i really wanna talk with you...
just 2 of us...
but i really don't have the time....
believe me...
i really care about you as you really my best friend....
im a straight forward person...
if you are my friend....
yes, you totally are....
if i hate you...
no way i'll care about you...

so....
i just wanna say...
im your best friend....
and if you have any problem needs me to help...
please come and find me...
i totally will not run away...
because i really believe in this phrase---
"A True Friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart"
im ready to help you anytime....
cheer up....

arm said...

its ok.
i dont need anybody now.
all r just like dreams.
who said i'm ok yesterday?
sory heqing,but i'm not mad a you.
but really.
i'm totally damage.
my heart.
my emotion.
my mind.

all.

please,leave me alone for a while.

leave me alone.

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heqing said...

ok..
if you need to stay alone...
i respect your decision...
bt i really pissed off wen readin your comment...
nearly cry...
and my heart its hurt...
im nt blaming you...
and i'll nt give up...
u r one of my fren tat i want to cherish....
so dun blame me to care for you...

fakhruddin said...

dude if you say like that
then...
it's up to you
wishing you be happy always

arm said...

err.
u tink i will be happy like this?
sorry for everything,kudin.
n especially for heqing.
i'm really sory.

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heqing said...

ok...
i accept ur apology....
n i'll forgive u...
bt dun say de words tat hurt ppl anymore...
if others take it seriously....
u really will get into big trouble....
^^

fafaz said...

i know who r u talking about..
if im not mistaken,
that gurl rite?
chill babe..!
i know u are not weak as like this..
just be urself..
okayh?
:))

arm said...

err.
faz.
but she really weakened me down.
n i never feel like this before.

but glad,now i'm a lil bit more ok.
thnx to all frens that i have.
=]

including u.

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fafaz said...

welcome..
:))