it's been kinda weird lately. and i thought i must have done something wrong to the wrong person in the wrong moment. i've said sorry, but they neglect it with so much hatred in me.
days and nights, slipping through the gap carrying big regret within thy heart.
yes, i don't know you.
nor your life either.
yes, i don't hate you.
nor i like you either.
between heart and mind, between love and fake encouragement, between you and me.
i know that i am the first runner up in your dislikes list, and i like it to be that way.
i don't know why my soul hardening real fast in the past few moments, nor i don't even know
why you keep pushing it through the limits.
big lie never ends.
small lie will never lost its way.
days will show its darkness.
while the dark will reveal its shine.
i paste this sorry, so you would be comfort after all these misery. i paste this regret, so you
would be better and never felt the hurt again. i leave you with these memories, so you will remember it like i did. nothing stands forever, and nothing sits long life ever.
just expressing out my thoughts in form of words and phrases. heh, i am a troublesome guy, isn't it? always being such emotional and stuff. ^_^_^ nevermind. thanks for reading it by the way.
in case you didn't understand it, just take it as a poem, or scrap essay, or anything that you like. =)