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Hari Ini Saya Dapat ....

hari ini.

-saya beli RAM lappy baru
-saya dapat tau orang yang mkn roti canai byk sgt, blh kne obesiti cpt, darah tinggi, mcm2 perkara lain.
-saya dapat tau orang yg mkn nasi lemak byk sgt pun, blh pendek umur sebab masalah jantung dan kencing manis, darah tinggi turut terselit.
-saya dapat tau keadaan sosial saya sekarang dah berubah, lantak pi la. ang nak buat pa kat aku, nak sisihkan aku ka, itu ang punya pasai, aku xnak amek tau.
-saya dapat rasa ketenangan hati kembali bila sejak kebelakangan nih rasa macam orang takde arah tuju.
-saya dapat rasa apa yang best bila sorang2.
-saya kemas bilik saya, sekemas mungkin macam orang nak sambut pengantin. ( err, bilik pengantin lagi sepah rasanya )
-saya dapat berfikir dengan tenang dan waras kembali.
-saya dah tak hirau apa org nak buat kat saya, anda tak puas hati? datang jumpa saya segera dan tumbuk sebiji dimuka, serta nyatakan sebab berbuat demikian, saya xmarah. ( daripada korang yg berkaitan ckp2 belakang. )
-saya buat kuiz fizik dengan hampeh sekali.


ok, itu saja.

I'm Home, And I Bought You Some Souvenir

assalamualaikum. and good evening, morning, night or whatever condition it is for you right now. it's been so long since i've wrote my last post here, in blogger. and that last post also is the main cause, why did i deleted this blog, i mean, my blog. but nevermind.
now i'm here again. with much passion to write, with much interest to read, and with much pleasure to think and and think, and keep my mind busy, from what used to be a great achievement in my life, and now turned into something that really bothers me alot.

i'm so sorry. especially to heqing, for what happened between both of us, and to my fellow friends, for being silent from all of you, keeping myself away from all of you. yes, maybe i'm quarantining myself. i don't want to be rude to all of you. i don't want to be as emo as you may know me before. yep, i admit it. i am a very unstabled-emotion person. very unstabled. i've tried to change this negative value inside of me, but it seems harder than what i thought to be as easy as breaking a glass. i'm trying hard, really hard. and now i've managed to control it. after such a long time, separating myself from all of you.

my life now. err. if simplified, lets just say, that i walk alot now. ALOT. and i goes to upten almost everynight this week, as well as the lake too. ( guess what i'm doing there, from 8pm to 4.30 am ).

haha. when i read back my own last post, i laughed. i don't know why. but the prospect that i'm loving my laptop more than myself and people around me is a bit selfishness, and err... i can't find the suitable words for it.

ok, i'm new now. much better, i bet so. and i've found my own strength through all these problems and difficulties. and i'm willing, that i can be as close with all of you like before. ahh. so many works to be done. informative speech, MUET tests, tutorials, quizes..hurm, but what can i do, this is life. all of you having it to right now, am i right? oh, i better go and take shower now. its already near the afternoon. XDD

have a nice day, friends. =)

My New Workspace

my new workspace. no more bulky cpu. no more crt monitor.
instead, a laptop. Compaq.
yay. thanks dad.
ouh, and all this cost me about extra RM400. why?
i'll tell you later.

my new sweetheart, Compaq N Toty. ( ha? )

Skyjuicecoffee - Idiotic Game

what happened between us, what caused this changed of heart
i just want to know what happened, cause its tearing me apart and
i hide my feelings from you,
cause i want you to be happy again...

verse
its to love you im being stupid (drop dead i know you loath me)
its to love i bleed my dream (you breaking my heart so hard)
its to love you i wont break your heart (step back look what u did to me)
its to love i drove myself nut (each seconds im praying for you)

runaway, runaway
why you were running away
im defy to do anything for you
should you stay,be with me
im ready to go resurrect the vitality back through

chorus
so hear me now, cause i will tell you the truth
i wont let you down, never ever crossed in my mind
so tell me now, u know i care for you.
i wont bring you down, never-ever crossed in my mind
love me, love me now!

bridge
love is something wonderful,and im glad to love u like i do
cause i pray, i cry and i'll die for you
comeback to me, comeback to me now
this is my stupid lovelife, too hard too tough to justify
cause im down,im weak and im dying too
comeback to me,comeback to me now!

trust me, look into my eyes are filled with glass of falling tears
forgive me, forget it all..
my love give full sensation,.dont take it all away
our love is full of question, dont ruin it all today..

blabla..blabla.,. hahah

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song that comes along with me through all my hard times before, now and later.

Choosing And Picking Up The Correct Solution

some points of things that happened and i had this morning till afternoon.

• speed teaching by Miss Elya -- because of yesterday's incident of raging madness to us ( her students ), she probably still not recover yet from the anger that she had yesterday's morning. she broke her 'lovely' trademark ( a metal pointer for teaching purposes ) into two, i guess. well, i was not there at that morning ( woke up late ) and the details i received are not so specific. madness, anger, a feeling that is really drain your energy, and your self control. and this morning, she teach us using what i thought to be a new style of teaching students like us, speed teaching. she lecture us with tons of speeding words, faster than a bullet shoot from 35mm caliber West And Smith revolver, and we have to cram all the points into our ears and process it as fast as we could, and she was just talk and talk and talk, and replace the slides, not even consider to ask us if we finished copying all the notes or not. it was disasterous, with her raging ' free lecture ' too. and thanks to the new technique of teaching, we finished a chapter within an hour.

• in front of my eyes, far away, and the future -- let me introduce to the characters first. a girl, just call her G, another girl named I, and another girl, named A. G and I are studying with me in Uni10 Tercinta. and A is staying on the other region in Selangor. and all wants my attention, wants me to consider their feelings, their heart. i'm not a playboy, nor Giacomo Girolamo Casanova. no, i'm not! so please, shut your negative thinking towards me. i'm not playing any games here with these 3 girl that came into my life, and i'm not a heart-breaker-machine. i don't know how to choose, and how to keep the others calm and accept any of my further decisions. maybe, just maybe, you still think i am a playboy, or casanova, or anything else. i'm used to that label. and i've got that mark since in my previous years in high school. is it wrong, if more than 1 girl wants you to be your sweetheart? is it your fault, when more than 1 girl wants you to love her like how she loves you? is it true that you are a playboy if more than 1 girl wants you to be her most beloved person after her own parents and family members? think, think and think. please, i'm stressing it 1 more time, and much more harder, I AM NOT A PLAYBOY! when i'm alone, no one stays by my side, sharing every feelings that i had at that time, no one. i don't care if i'm alone. i'm always alone, left behind by my own beloved friends ( not all ), suffering alone when others happily enjoying their nights. i don't care. i can survive if i'm alone, even though i would be crazy at that time. think, and think, and think. and don't just label anyone with anything based on what you see only, but from what you heard, saw, and analysed. done.

• warning! incoming tests -- ok, this friday i'm going to have my first Physics test for Trimester 3, and on sunday, it's my first Calculus test waiting for me and my other fellow friends. good luck guys, and girls. i still didn't start any of my serious study, except for a little and moderate revisioning and turning the textbook pages anywhere i think is necessary. i've got my physics quiz mark from K, and i don't know is it true or not. but if it is true, i'm going to make it as my first inspiration towards greater and higher results.

• i'm starving -- even though last night i've had my big meal, still, this morning my stomach keep singing ' Happy Food Day ' loudly ( today is not a food day ). i don't know what to eat, and just having a cup of my lovely teh tarik from Kak Ros Foodcourt. and this evening too, i'm going to have a running feast, held by Kor subject. ahh, starving made my language turns into prehistoric version ( so merapu ).
  

ok, that's it. i'm done.

My Happy Dinner Time

ok. here's the picta of my dinner for tonight. 7 slices of roti canai from upten. yeah, 7 slices. if my roomate goes to Brother's, probably the picta that you see now is not roti canai. but,

1 bungkus nasi goreng kampung ( nasi tambah ) + telur dadar
1 burger ayam
1 burger benjo

that's my order if he goes to Brother's, but instead he goes to upten, and so here it is, 7 slices of my fav roti canai. really kenyang now. =)

Nice And Supple

I've been surfing the web since i arrived at uniten this evening. and lots of web pages i've been through, especially forums. Lots of forums. and the thread were really enjoyful to read, and "stared" too. heh, what did i mean about "stared" eh? try read some threads in any big forum, and you could find those forum that would make you stare at it, and not exactly read it.
ouh, and i've found this thread in lowyat.net, one of my fav forum. the title?

"EARTH DESTRUCTION HOUR : Turn Everything On"

haha, sounds a lil bit a#$%$^&?
well, you should read it, then you would probably laugh, or give critics silently in your head. and below is an extract text from a reply post from one of the forumers.


Earth Hour? Share Yesterday at 5:02pm Theres one thing worrying about Earth Hour: What if, around that exact moment, intelligent lifeforms from outer space who've travelled millions of light years away to come to Earth with gifts of planet-saving advanced alien technology, cures for diseases like AIDS, Cancer and Akademi Fantasia and maybe, just maybe, the solution to traffic jams in KL. Then, suddenly, at precisely 8.30pm everyone in the world turns off all the lights and the aliens'd be like, 'Holy Klxertzort!!!!! Where the x'ort did Earth go?!?! It's just there 1.2345 seconds ago!' Then they'd get lost, and later decide to ask for directions from a cosmic gas station near Uranus (giggle) and somehow, instead of turning left at the next black hole, they turned right and crashed straight on the surface of the sun. Of course, they'd be safe from being burnt to a crisp, because it's at night...


what's the point i'm pasting it here? well, just for laugh, maybe. its up to you.
and below are more pics, some are funny, weird, and others are a lil bit sensitive. if you want to think negatively for what i am posting here, well, you can click the exit button on the upper right corner of your browser, and turn off your pc/lappy. done.
see, and laugh/think/critic/comment/whatsoever.
ok. i'm done. good night.
^_^

You've Skipped 7 Classes In A Week !

oh no! what I've done?!

this week, i certainly skipped so many classes, incidentally. and sometimes i feel like so lazy to go to this class, then that class too, this class too, those......err......

no! no!

I can't keep up on this attitude all along the trimester 3, i just can't! this is the last, and izham, stop playing around, stop $^&%*#*( all over the place, like you don't have any work to do left.
come on, let's start by counting the hours off classes you've skipped, with and without reasonable excuses.

1. 4 classes in Monday morning ( straight ) - shoe lost, heavy fever re attack.
2. 2 classes in Tuesday evening ( straight ) - shoe lost, fever, cough and headache
3. 1 tutorial class last week - unreasonable excuses was used ( sleep and laziness )
4. 2 classes in Wednesday ( straight ) - almost skip it too, but changed the mind and attend it

so that's going to be total of 7 hours of skipped classes, and becomes 9 hours if you skip that last two classes stated there too. oh, this is serious, izham! your mom and dad are not putting you here for skipping classes and not doing your assignments, just online all the time like you don't even care what ever things going on all around your own environment ( in terms : Uniten )

in case you did not realize yet, tomorrow, ( in means : Thursday ), there's going to be a quiz, Physics quiz on chapter 1 of the trimester 3 syllabus. you've filled up your stomach, and there's no other necessary things that need to be done left, so why don't you shut down yourself and get some nice and pleasant sleep. I'm warning you, its already too late for any activity now, so do what you must do.

sleep.

" OK, i'm going. i'm going. just don't scold at me. "




- system shut down -

Not On My Desk